letters unaddressed

Anonymous asked: don't ever forget how beautiful you are and how much you mean to even the most unexpected people.

I wish this wasn’t anonymous. hah.

Anonymous asked: A thousand "thank yous" to be paired with a thousand apologies. We don't really know how to feel, and if it's true. We tend to fool ourselves into emotions based on our pasts, but time isn't exactly made to be viewed from one angle, and neither are our emotions.

Thats about as confusing as the topic I think you’re talking about. I don’t know what context you mean this in, because at this point in my life that paragraph can mean alot of things. I’m not happy with you, I may never forgive you (and vice versa I’m sure), but I will never ever, in a million years, hate you. despite how nostalgia screws with the true feelings, I know for a fact I’ve never hated you. But I don’t even know if thats what we’re talking about here…

Anonymous asked: You have what you wanted, and you're happy. You can't waste energy to hate when it prohibits love.

I do have what I wanted. I am happy, and I’m very much so in love. I’m not hating, I protected my heart when someone was trying to hurt me. But if this is an apology of sorts, or even just a truce, I appreciate it, because I fucking hate pretending to hate you anon. even though i know who you are. hah.